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+   title: XIX
+   date: 2015-03-02
+   author: Johannes Löthberg
+   author_link: /~kyrias/about.html
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+Turned 19 yesterday, because apparently it’s been a year since I turned 18, and
+6 940 days since I was born. Not sure how I feel about it really.
+
+It feels like when you’re 19 you should be “grown up” and “an adult”, but I
+just really don’t feel like either. Maybe I’ll just decide to push growing up
+off until I turn 20. But then I’m not sure if I want to even turn 20…
+
+Anyway… Been starting to remember small fragments of my dreams right after waking up recently, though just small out-of-place scenes. I guess it’s probably due to taking Cipralex now. Speaking of that, I still am depressed a lot of days, but I no longer have the really deep phases of my mood anymore, which is good.
+
+And I still haven’t added some archiving thing to my website-script thing.
+Though I’ve thought about rewriting it from scratch a couple of times, but I’m
+not sure I can make it nicer really, and I haven’t really been in the mood to
+try.
+