.. frontmatter
   title: XIX
   date: 2015-03-02
   author: Johannes Löthberg
   author_link: /~kyrias/about.html

.. role:: sc

:sc:`Turned 19 yesterday, because apparently` it’s been a year since I turned
18, and 6 940 days since I was born. Not sure how I feel about it really.

It feels like when you’re 19 you should be “grown up” and “an adult”, but I
just really don’t feel like either. Maybe I’ll just decide to push growing up
off until I turn 20. But then I’m not sure if I want to even turn 20…

Anyway… Been starting to remember small fragments of my dreams right after waking up recently, though just small out-of-place scenes. I guess it’s probably due to taking Cipralex now. Speaking of that, I still am depressed a lot of days, but I no longer have the really deep phases of my mood anymore, which is good.

And I still haven’t added some archiving thing to my website-script thing.
Though I’ve thought about rewriting it from scratch a couple of times, but I’m
not sure I can make it nicer really, and I haven’t really been in the mood to
try.