From fa88d5622638c7c9186de2468d9d9daa0270df4e Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: Johannes Löthberg Date: Sun, 11 Jan 2015 00:35:47 +0100 Subject: journal: Add #8: drugs --- src/journal/8-drugs.rst | 43 +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ 1 file changed, 43 insertions(+) create mode 100644 src/journal/8-drugs.rst diff --git a/src/journal/8-drugs.rst b/src/journal/8-drugs.rst new file mode 100644 index 0000000..a81677f --- /dev/null +++ b/src/journal/8-drugs.rst @@ -0,0 +1,43 @@ +.. frontmatter + title: drugs + date: 2015-01-10 + author: Johannes Löthberg + author_link: /~kyrias/about.html + +Already January and a new year again. Feels like it wasn’t so long ago I turned +18 and now it’s less than 2 months until I’m 19. Time sure seems to pass so fast +when you’re looking the other way. + +Anyway. Back in November or December my mother called the health care center +right next door because she was tired of me being unable to sleep and being +depressed all the time. In late December I got a letter saying I had an +appointment with a doctor in the 8th of January. + +The doctor I met with was rather nice. Female. She seemed like the kind of +person that I would have an easier time to talk to than usual. We talked for a +bit about how I felt and what was going on, and she was a bit annoyed that the +people my mother had talked to only had scheduled half an hour. + +I don’t remember the majority of my past. I’ve suppressed most of my life +really. Due to that I can’t really give any good answers for how long I’ve felt +depressed and been unable to sleep properly, and so she said that since I don’t +know clearly when it started that she couldn’t really call it a ‘normal +depression’ right away, so she was going to talk to the psych people not too far +from here and get me an appointment with someone there so that they can figure +out for sure. For now though I got a prescription for cipralex 5mg for my +depression and for atarax both due to the cipralex and to see if it makes it +easier for me to fall asleep. + +In two weeks, I think, we’re going to talk again about how it’s been going, and +she was going to try to get a counselor contact at the health care center for +now since the waiting lists at the psychiatric ward tends to be really long. + +I’m also going to have to move to my sister soon, because the person my mother +is renting her apartment from is breaking up with whoever and going to move back +into it, so she’s going to move back to some room she used to rent couple of +years ago and I’ll have to share a room with my 6 year old niece for a couple of +month. She even got a rather good offer for an apartment but she doesn’t want to +take it because she’s cheap. + +I would do almost anything to get my own place to live, or at least to be able +to share place with someone else, but alas I have no choices... -- cgit v1.2.3-54-g00ecf